gesehen: how to curl mid-length hair
gehört: and we danced
gelesen: blogposts
getan: sonne ausnutzen
gelernt: im sommer lebt es sich viel besser
gegessen: dark chocolate und joghurt-heidelbeer eiscreme
getrunken: radler
gedacht: immer sommer wäre ein traum
gefreut: kurzer jumpsuit geht auch noch abends um 10
gewünscht: länger warm als ein paar tage
geplant: lernen
gekauft: rote tommy hilfiger wedges
geklickt: ashley-ringmybell.blogspot.de

summer's just around the corner

gesehen: Arrow
gehört: bastille
gelesen: ELLE
getan: nägel lackiert
gelernt: mikroökonomie
gegessen: erdbeertörtchen
getrunken: eistee peach
gedacht: seriously?
gefreut: auf die ferien
gewünscht: dass endlich sommer ist!
geplant: lernen
gekauft: ketten
geklickt: youtube- le flooftv

summertime's almost there :o)

gesehen: safe haven
gehört: i could be the one, young and beautiful
gelesen: makroökonomie
getan: in der sonne gelegen
gelernt: draußen lässt es sich besser lernen
gegessen: cous-cous salat-yummie
getrunken: pfirsich-eistee
gedacht: schön, wenn das immer so sein könnte
gefreut: mittwoch friseur-kuuurz
gewünscht: es soll endlich soweit sein
geplant: sommerurlaub buchen
gekauft: monokini, tops. kette
geklickt: youtube- le flooftv

berlin calling

tell me why you couldn't try and keep me here. someday soon I won't be the one who waits for you.

gesehen: 90210, revenge
gehört: tegan and sarah - heartthrob
gelesen: jolie
getan: auto aussuchen
gelernt: man sollte nicht immer warten
gegessen: schokoküsse mit mousse au chocolat füllung
getrunken: capuccino specials diam
gedacht: kalt!!
gefreut: sonntag nach hamburg, dienstag berlin
gewünscht: frühling, semesterstart
geplant: fotografieren, liebe schenken
gekauft: royalblaue high-heels
geklickt: www.tiffany.de

und immer wenn mein herz nach dir ruft und das chaos ausbricht in mir drin, schicke ich meine soldaten los, um den widerstand nieder zu zwängen. und immer wenn mein herz nach dir ruft und es brennt in den straßen in mir drin befehle ich meiner armee alles zu tun, um es wieder zum schweigen zu bringen.

You lift my heart up.
when the rest of me is down.
You, you enchant me, even when you’re not around.
If there are boundaries, I will try to knock them down.
I’m latching on babe, now I know what I have found.

I feel we’re close enough.
I want to lock in your love.
I think we’re close enough.
Could I lock in your love baby.

Now I’ve got you in my space.
I won’t let go of you
Got you shackled in my embrace.
I’m latching onto you.

tomorrow is the BEST day ever! I swear, I am totally free. writing my last test of the first semester and I'm totally ready for it. studied soo much! I want it so badly to be already 4 pm tomorrow. and then... 


P A R T Y T I M E

I don't quite know how to say, how I feel. those three words are said too much, they are not enough.

new experiences.

here we are, in the more grown-up part of life. actually you start again from zero on. there is no way you can show off with abitur or anything similar. everyone who got in is equal. so that's it. being a freshman. everything's new and you have to learn so many new things. in fact, on the one hand you feel like being very old and abitur's so long gone but on the other hand, there's this whole new world and the conditions are waay different than before. you got to experience everything from the perspective of a child which enters high-school. weird, isn't it? yeah hell it is. but that's exactly the point. I mean, some of us are only nineteen, we're still TEENagers man. how can anyone respect us as a really grown-up person? living on our own? ha ha ha, we do but does it really feel that way?  sometimes I'm standing in here, MY room. 25 m² and I think like wow and that's my home? in a way it feels so unrealistic. and the next day, again I feel so grown up, going to university, going out every night, doing cook-duels with friends. I really love it that way. although, however you have to study. a lot actually. but I mean, that's it. and if that's what I have to do to have this life, which is perfectly fine for me, well that's what I do.
I really do like it that way. it feels just right. like everything's finally in place. and there's much time left to get to know everything else of this whole new 'grown-up' part of life.

A year ago, I would've never guessed my life would be the way it is now.